fun little bpd things :)

• getting mad when people are given more attention than you
• refusing to talk to anyone then getting upset when no one talks to you
• being compared to a “lost puppy” or a five year old
• getting scared everyone hates you no matter what they say
• lashing out for something small 
• crying
• more crying
• loving yourself then hating yourself two seconds after
• wanting attention all the time but only from certain people
• being overwhelmed with hatred and anger then overwhelmed with love and happiness five minutes later
• feeling empty all the time
• not remembering things youve said while angry
• thinking youre making your mental illness up
• wanting to beat up other people but also wanting yourself to be beat up because youre a horrible person
• but youre also the best person alive and deserve the world
• wanting attention and will go to extremes for it
• not knowing what triggered a mood swing or impulse 
• getting extremely jealous easily over something small
• pushing people away then getting upset